温馨夜读II PART2 7.Watching Me Go

 

[00:00.20]7.Watching Me Go

[00:03.68]My son Brendan cried his first day of school. 

[00:08.14]Even Mrs. Phillips, a kind, soft-spoken master of the six-year-old mind, could not coax¹ him to a seat. 

[00:15.65]His eyes streamed, his nose ran and he clung to me like a snail² on a strawberry. 

[00:22.41]I plucked him off and escaped.

[00:24.80]It wasn’t that Brendan didn’t like school. 

[00:28.51]He just didn’t like being apart from me. 

[00:31.45]We’d had some good times, he and I, in those preschool years. 

[00:35.91]We played at the pool. 

[00:37.54]We skated on quiet morning ice. 

[00:39.94]We sampled half the treat tray at weekly neighborhood coffee parties. 

[00:44.08]Now in Grade 1, Brendan was faced with five hours of wondering what I was doing with my day.

[00:51.05]Brendan always came home for lunch, the only one of his class not to eat at his desk. 

[00:56.60]But once home, fed and hugged, a far-away look of longing³ would crease⁴ his gentle brow 

[01:04.66]— he wanted to go back to school to play! 

[01:07.49]So I walked him back, waited with him until he spotted⁵ someone he knew, then left. 

[01:13.04]He told me once that he watched me until he couldn’t see me anymore, so I always walked fast and never looked back.

[01:20.56]One day when I took Brendan back after lunch, he spied a friend, kissed me goodbye, and scampered⁶ right off. 

[01:28.29]I went, feeling pleased for him, celebrating his new independence, his entry into the first-grade social loop. 

[01:36.67]Then — I didn’t know why — I glanced back. 

[01:40.59]And there he was. 

[01:42.45]The playground buzzed all around him, kids everywhere, 

[01:45.82]and he stood, his chin tucked close, his body held small, his face intent but not sad, blowing me kisses. 

[01:55.73]So brave, so unashamed, so completely loving, Brendan was watching me go.

[02:02.91]No book on mothering could have prepared me for that quick, raw glimpse into my child’s soul. 

[02:09.13]My mind leaped 15 years ahead to him packing boxes and his dog grown old and him saying, 

[02:16.10]“Dry up, Mom. It’s not like I’m leaving the country.” 

[02:19.36]In my mind I tore up the card every mother signs saying she’ll let her child go when he’s ready. 

[02:25.49]I looked at my Brendan, his shirt tucked in, every button done up, his toes just turned in a bit, and I thought, 

[02:33.59]“OK, you’re six for me forever.” 

[02:37.96]With a smile I had to really dig for, I blew him a kiss, turned and walked away.

1 coax   

v.哄诱，劝诱，用诱哄得到，诱取

参考例句：

• I had to coax the information out of him.我得用好话套出他掌握的情况。
• He tried to coax the secret from me.他试图哄骗我说出秘方。

2 snail   

n.蜗牛

参考例句：

• Snail is a small plant-eating creature with a soft body.蜗牛是一种软体草食动物。
• Time moved at a snail's pace before the holidays.放假前的时间过得很慢。

3 longing   

n.（for）渴望

参考例句：

• Hearing the tune again sent waves of longing through her.再次听到那首曲子使她胸中充满了渴望。
• His heart burned with longing for revenge.他心中燃烧着急欲复仇的怒火。

4 crease   

n.折缝，褶痕，皱褶；v.(使)起皱

参考例句：

• Does artificial silk crease more easily than natural silk?人造丝比天然丝更易起皱吗？
• Please don't crease the blouse when you pack it.包装时请不要将衬衫弄皱了。

5 spotted   

adj.有斑点的，斑纹的，弄污了的

参考例句：

• The milkman selected the spotted cows,from among a herd of two hundred.牛奶商从一群200头牛中选出有斑点的牛。
• Sam's shop stocks short spotted socks.山姆的商店屯积了有斑点的短袜。

6 scampered   

v.蹦蹦跳跳地跑，惊惶奔跑( scamper的过去式和过去分词 )

参考例句：

• The cat scampered away. 猫刺棱一下跑了。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
• The rabbIt'scampered off. 兔子迅速跑掉了。 来自《现代英汉综合大词典》