海军协定（18）

“You can imagine the state of things here when they were roused from their beds by the doctor's ringing and found me in this condition. Poor Annie here and my mother were broken-hearted. Dr. Ferrier had just heard enough from the detective at the station to be able to give an idea of what had happened, and his story did not mend matters. It was evident to all that I was in for a long illness, so Joseph was bundled out of this cheery bedroom, and it was turned into a sick-room for me. Here I have lain, Mr. Holmes, for over nine weeks, unconscious, and raving¹ with brain-fever. If it had not been for Miss Harrison here and for the doctor's care I should not be speaking to you now. She has nursed me by day and a hired nurse has looked after me by night, for in my mad fits I was capable of anything. Slowly my reason has cleared, but it is only during the last three days that my memory has quite returned. Sometimes I wish that it never had. The first thing that I did was to wire to Mr. Forbes, who had the case in hand. He came out, and assures me that, though everything has been done, no trace of a clue has been discovered. The commissionaire and his wife have been examined in every way without any light being thrown upon the matter. The suspicions of the police then rested upon young Gorot, who, as you may remember, stayed over time in the office that night. His remaining behind and his French name were really the only two points which could suggest suspicion; but, as a matter of fact, I did not begin work until he had gone, and his people are of Huguenot extraction, but as English in sympathy and tradition as you and I are. Nothing was found to implicate² him in any way, and there the matter dropped. I turn to you, Mr. Holmes, as absolutely my last hope. If you fail me, then my honor as well as my position are forever forfeited³.”

“你可以想象，当医生按铃把我家里人从睡梦中惊醒，他们看到我这副样子时的情景。可怜的安妮和我母亲几乎肝肠寸断。费里尔医生刚刚在车站听侦探讲过事情的由来，便把经过对我家人讲了一遍，但无济于事。谁都很清楚，我的病不是一时半会就能治好的，所以约瑟夫就被迫匆忙地搬出了这间心一爱一的卧室，把它改成了我的病房。福尔摩斯先生，我在这里已经躺了九个多星期，不省人事，脑神经极度错乱，要不是哈里森小一姐在这里，还有医生的关心，我就是现在也不能和你们讲话。安妮小一姐白天照看我，另雇一位护一士晚上守护我，因为在我神经病发作时，我什么事都能做出来。我的头脑逐渐清醒过来，不过只是最近三天，我的记忆力才完全恢复。有时我甚至希望它不恢复才好呢。我办的第一件事就是给经手这件案子的福布斯先生发去一封电报。他来到这里，向我说明，虽然用尽一切办法，却找不到任何线索；运用各种手段检查了看门人和他的妻子，也未能把事情弄清楚。于是警方又把怀疑目标落到年轻的戈罗特身上，读者当还记得，戈罗特就是那天晚上下班以后在办公室里逗留过很长时间的那个人。他实际上只有两点可疑：一点是他走得晚，另一点是他的法国姓名。可是，事实是，在他走以前，我还没有开始抄那份协定；他的祖先是一胡一格诺派教徒血统，但他在一习一惯和感情上，象你我一样，是英国人的。无论怎么说，也找不出什么确实的根据把他牵连进去。于是这件案子到此就停下来。福尔摩斯先生，我把最后的希望完全寄托在你身上了。如果你使我失望的话，那么我的荣誉和地位都将永远断送了。”

1 raving   

adj.说胡话的；疯狂的，怒吼的；非常漂亮的；令人醉心[痴心]的v.胡言乱语(rave的现在分词)n.胡话；疯话adv.胡言乱语地；疯狂地

参考例句：

• The man's a raving lunatic. 那个男子是个语无伦次的疯子。
• When I told her I'd crashed her car, she went stark raving bonkers. 我告诉她我把她的车撞坏了时，她暴跳如雷。

2 implicate   

vt.使牵连其中，涉嫌

参考例句：

• He didn't find anything in the notebooks to implicate Stu.他在笔记本中没发现任何涉及斯图的东西。
• I do not want to implicate you in my problem of the job.我工作上的问题不想把你也牵扯进来。

3 forfeited   

（因违反协议、犯规、受罚等）丧失，失去( forfeit的过去式和过去分词 )

参考例句：

• Because he broke the rules, he forfeited his winnings. 他犯规，所以丧失了奖金。
• He has forfeited the right to be the leader of this nation. 他丧失了作为这个国家领导的权利。