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AILSA CHANG, HOST:
2018 has been a good year for Janelle Monae. She was named Billboard1 Women in Music's trailblazer of the year, Glamour's woman of the year. Her album "Dirty Computer" is Grammy nominated for best album of the year. It can also be found on almost all the best albums of 2018 lists, including ours here at NPR.
(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "DIRTY COMPUTER")
JANELLE MONAE: (Singing) Dirty computer breaking down, picking my face up off the ground.
CHANG: We named it best album in part because of its message about what Monae calls dirty computers - people who've been told they don't belong.
MONAE: Those who are told that the things that make them unique like their identity and where they come from are bugs2 and viruses, and those bugs and viruses need to be cleansed3.
CHANG: She says as a queer black woman, she considers herself a dirty computer. And this album explores what it feels like to both own and fight back against that label. I talked with Janelle Monae earlier this week, and I started out by asking her what this year felt like for her.
MONAE: It feels like when you get off from school early in the first grade and your grandmother takes you to get ice cream and you eat ice cream all night and you don't have a tummy ache.
CHANG: What do you think "Dirty Computer" reveals about yourself that's different from your earlier work?
MONAE: Well, "Dirty Computer" was supposed to be the album that came out before my first album, "The ArchAndroid." And I felt like I needed to live more in order to make this album. Then it started to really make itself. It really started pouring out - the lyrics4 just like rain.
(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "CRAZY, CLASSIC, LIFE")
MONAE: (Singing) I am not American's nightmare. I am the American dream.
CHANG: What did you find? What spilled out of you?
MONAE: Well, one of the things that I felt was happening was I was writing music only when I felt great, you know? It was like, OK, you go into the studio. You know, I want to go in when my heart is clear, when I know what I want to say. And I got to a point where it was crippling me - this idea of perfectionism.
CHANG: Yeah.
MONAE: And so it stopped me from writing for a minute. And what I decided5 to do was take some time. So when I wrote this album, it wasn't about perfection. It was about the imperfections. It was about embracing all of those things that make me unique.
CHANG: It's so interesting what you say about the oppression that perfection imposes on you because your persona in your earlier music had been being this android, this perfect, automated6 robot. And you have said in the past that being that android let you remain in character. It gave you this sense of safety and comfort. Why is that?
MONAE: There was just a large part of me that was built on this idea of perfectionism, you know?
CHANG: You're speaking to another perfectionist. I totally get it.
MONAE: Are you a perfectionist...
CHANG: Oh, yeah.
MONAE: ...As well? I mean, so you should know...
CHANG: Yeah, it's oppressive.
MONAE: ...Then that it's - yeah, it can really put you in a state. It can make you depressed7. It can make you feel like you're never good enough. And you doubt yourself. And if it's not exactly how you envision in your mind...
CHANG: You feel like you failed.
MONAE: ...Then you feel like you failed. And so I think the thing that I think I was missing was walking in my truth so that others could walk in their truth.
(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "SO AFRAID")
MONAE: (Singing) And I'm afraid.
CHANG: One song where I hear you shed the android is the song "So Afraid."
(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "SO AFRAID")
MONAE: (Singing) What if I lose is what I think to myself. I'm finding my shell. I'm afraid of it all, afraid...
CHANG: What's the fear that you're expressing here?
MONAE: For me, it was about my love and hate relationship with this country. I love being American. I love being, you know, born here and having roots here. But there are some things - there are some really evil things that have happened and continue to happen. And it speaks to being afraid of forgiving.
(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "SO AFRAID")
MONAE: (Singing) I'm so afraid.
CHANG: What are you afraid of if you forgive someone?
MONAE: Being hurt again or being manipulated or not fully8 standing9 my ground. And forgiving myself also - you know, it's two-part.
CHANG: Yeah.
MONAE: It's about being able to love yourself through it all...
CHANG: Absolutely.
MONAE: ...Being able to love where you are right now and to give yourself permission to forgive your own self when you make mistakes, when you let other people down.
(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "SO AFRAID")
MONAE: (Singing) I'm afraid, afraid of loving you.
CHANG: When you were writing and recording10 this album, was there ever a moment when you were like, oh, wait; maybe I do not want to go there; that is way too personal; I am not going to share that?
MONAE: Of course, yeah. You know, I am a pretty private person, so a lot of my friends who listened to the album - they were just shocked. They couldn't believe that...
CHANG: That you even went that far.
MONAE: Yeah, that I've gone that far. And what you hear on the project, too, is candid11 conversations that I would have with loved ones and friends. You know, if I'm upset and I feel like women's rights are being trampled12 on, then I'm not going to sugarcoat that. You know, as an artist, my responsibility is to the truth and to my truth, you know, even if folks may not agree with it.
(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "DJANGO JANE")
MONAE: (Rapping) Hey, hit the mute button. Let the vagina have a monologue13. Mansplaining - I fold them...
It was interesting playing the album for my parents and just people that helped raise me because they had never seen me communicate in this way.
(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "DJANGO JANE")
MONAE: (Rapping) Remember when they used to say I look too mannish. Black girl magic - y'all can't stand it. Y'all can't ban it, made out like a bandit. They been trying hard just to make us all vanish. I suggest they put a flag on a whole nother planet.
I come from a family of - I have 49 first cousins. Like, I can't call them all up and say, hey, here's where I am in my life. So when they heard the project, it was just - it was a scary thing because I knew that I would have to go home.
(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "DJANGO JANE")
MONAE: (Rapping) Mama was a G. She was cleaning hotels. Papa was a driver. I was working retail14.
Yeah, I will say that was the scariest thing.
(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "DJANGO JANE")
MONAE: (Rapping) Do anybody got it? Do anybody got it? I say, anybody got it?
CHANG: So at this stage in your career - I mean, you're on the top of so many lists now as a musician. You're also the boss of your creative headquarters. Can I ask what is your biggest fear right now at the level you're performing?
MONAE: My biggest fear - I think one of my biggest fears is getting in my own way.
CHANG: What do you mean by that?
MONAE: By allowing my mind to take me in a space that talks me out of maximizing my potential. I feel like talent can only get you so far. Talent is just going to take you to a certain level, and you can stay there. But I'm not that kind of artist. I'm ready to go to the next level. And I don't want to ever talk myself out of going to that next level in the most authentic15 way and honest way that I possibly can.
(SOUNDBITE OF JANELLE MONAE SONG, "SCREWED")
CHANG: Thank you so much for joining us.
MONAE: Thank you so much for having me. I'm so honored.
CHANG: That's Janelle Monae talking about her album "Dirty Computer." It was chosen as NPR Music's No. 1 album in 2018.
(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "SCREWED")
MONAE: (Singing) I live my life in a magazine. I live my...
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