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“Why’s that good for me?” I challenge.
“This isn’t a fight, Calvin—”
“Cal.”
“—I just think it’s nice that you help people,” he adds, rechecking the street.
“I’m just saying . . . it’s good to help people.”
“Are you asking me for help, Lloyd?”
For the first time, my father looks directly at me. I know he’s a truck driver. I
know about the delivery slip. And I know that whatever it is he’s picking up at
the port, he’s not getting that shipment unless he has someone remove the
hold notice, a favor that wouldn’t take me more than a single phone call.
clearly aching. But as he grips the armrest, I can’t help but stare at his
mine. “Calvin, can we please have the rest of this argument later? With all
this pain medication, it’s like everyone’s talking in slow motion.”
I just stare as he limps away. Paulo said he hadn’t given him any pain
medication. Just a shot of anesthetic5 by the wound.
“Hey, Lloyd — you never told me what you do these days. You still painting
restaurants?”
“For sure. Lots of painting,” he says, his back still to me.
make the rent?”
My father stands up straight and looks back. But in his eyes . . . all I see is
panic. Real panic. My father spent eight years in prison. If he’s scared, it’s for
something that’s worth being scared about. “Business is really great,” he
insists.
“I’m sure it is if you can afford this nice shirt and shoes,” I say, still holding
his belongings8.
His mouth is open, like he’s ready to say something. It’s as if I have a grip on
his scab and I’m slowly pulling it off. That’s it, Lloyd. Tell me what you’re
really here for. But instead, he shakes his head slightly, like he’s begging,
pleading for me to stay away.
“I — I can handle my own problems, Calvin. Please. . . .”
driveway. The rain glows like a tiny meteor shower in the car’s headlights. “I
gotta go,” he says, heading for the car but still scanning the area. Whoever
this is, he knows them.
In front of us, a dark green Pontiac Grand Prix pulls up to the emergency
“¡Ay, Dios mío!” a young, fair-skinned black woman with short hair shouts
from the driver’s seat. “¿¡Que paso!?”
“Estoy bien, Serena,” my dad replies. Serena. When’d my dad learn
Spanish? “Callate,” he adds. “No digas nada, okay?”
Serena’s voice is rushed. She’s scared. “Pero el cargamento . . . ¿Por favor,
yo espero que el cargamento ha sido protegido?”
“¡Escúchame!” he insists, struggling to stay calm as he turns back to me. “I
from my arms and slides into the passenger seat of the car. The woman
touches my dad’s forearm with the kind of tenderness and affection that
comes with a wedding band. She looks about twenty-seven or so. Almost my
age.
“I swear, Calvin. I swear I’ll call you,” my dad promises.
The door slams shut, tires howl, and the car disappears — its red taillights
zigzagging12 like twin laser beams into the darkness, and I scream after it, “You
don’t have my phone number!”
and he rushes outside. “He ask for your help with his shipment?”
my chest. I don’t know who the girl is, or where they’re going, or why they’re
in such a rush at two in the morning. But I do know one thing: My father isn’t
the only one who learned how to speak Spanish in Miami.
Por favor, yo espero que el cargamento ha sido protegido, the woman had
said. Please tell me you protected the shipment.
My father said he was robbed and shot by some kid with big ears. But I saw
hiding the devil himself in that delivery. For that alone, I should walk away
now and leave him to his mess. I should. That’s all he deserves. The problem
is, the last time I stood around and did nothing, I lost my mom. I could’ve
helped . . . could’ve run forward . . . But I didn’t.
I don’t care how much I hate him. I don’t care how much I’m already kicking
myself. I just found my father — please — don’t let me lose him again.
When my father disappeared, I was nine years old and couldn’t do anything
about it. Nineteen years make a hell of a difference.
I’ve got a good memory. So does he. And like Paulo, he knows what he owes
me.
“Cal, it’s two-fourteen in the morning,” Special Agent Timothy Balfanz
answers on the other line, not even pretending to hide his exhaustion17.
“Whattya need?”
“Personal favor.”
“Mm I gonna get in trouble?”
“Only if we’re caught. There’s a container at the port I need to get a look at.”
There’s another two-second pause. “When?” Timothy asks.
“How’s right now?”
9
“You should’ve stayed with the father,” the Judge said through Ellis’s phone.
“You’re wrong,” Ellis replied, staring from inside the hospital waiting room
and studying Cal, who, through the wide panel of glass, was barely twenty
feet away. There were plenty of reasons for Ellis to stay in full police uniform.
But none was better than simply hiding in plain sight.
There was a soft whoosh as the automatic doors slid open and Roosevelt
rushed outside to join Cal. As the doors again slid shut, Ellis could hear
Roosevelt’s first question: “He ask for your help with his shipment?”
The shipment. Now Cal knew about the shipment.
“If Cal starts chasing it . . . ” the Judge began.
“He’s now talking on his phone,” Ellis said without the least bit of panic. “You
told me you were tracking his calls.”
“Hold on, it usually takes a minute.” The Judge paused a moment. “Here we
go — and people say the courts have no power anymore — pen register is
agent.”
Ellis didn’t say a word. He knew Cal was smart. Smart enough to know that
open Lloyd’s shipment. It was no different a century ago with Mitchell Siegel.
No different than with Ellis’s own dad. No different than with Adam and Cain.
It was the first truth in the Book of Lies: In the chosen families, the son was
always far more dangerous than the father.
“Ellis, if Cal grabs it first—”
“If Cal grabs the Book, it’ll be our greatest day,” Ellis said, never losing sight
of his new target and following fearlessly as Cal ran toward his beat-up white
van.
property. That’s the reason he’d followed Lloyd to begin with. But with Cal
be returned — it was going to be a great day indeed.
10
“You’re not being smart,” Roosevelt says through my cell phone.
“It’s not a question of smart,” I tell him as I pull the van into the empty
parking lot that sits in front of the Port of Miami’s main administration
building, a stumpy glass mess stolen straight from 1972. There’re a few cars
changes. Unmarked feds.
“It’s not safe, either, Cal,” Roosevelt insists.
He’s right. That’s why I left him at home.
With a twist of the wheel, I weave through the dark lot and the dozens of
spots marked OFFICIAL USE ONLY. I got fired from official use over four years
ago. But that doesn’t mean I don’t still have a way in.
“Cal, if you get in trouble—”
“You’re the first person I’ll call from jail,” I say, heading to the back of the
crooked palmetto tree.
then I promise I’ll stop.”
“You won’t stop.”
“You’re right. I won’t,” he admits. “But before you trash your professional
career for the second time, just think for a moment: If your father is setting
you up — if this is all one big production number — then you’re doing exactly
what he wants you to do.”
“Roosevelt, why didn’t you marry Christine? Or Wendy? Or that woman you
went to visit in Chicago? You tie the knot and you know they’ll take you off
whatever blackball list your name is on. But you don’t, right? And why?
Because some fights are too important.”
“That’s fine — and a beautiful change of subject — but if you keep letting
your nine-year-old, little hurt self make all your decisions in this situation,
you’re not just gonna get yourself in trouble — you’re gonna get yourself
killed.”
A burst of light ricochets off my rearview mirror. I look back as a white Crown
rear of the White House. Same jackass trick we used to do when we were
rookies.
I wait for him to get out of the car, but he stays put. I get the message. This
is his hometown. Forget my few years here. Tonight I’m just a guest.
“Roosevelt, I’ll call you back.”
through the light rain, and then walk over to the passenger side of his car. It’s
nearly three in the morning, when everyone in the world looks like crap —
except Timothy, who, as I open the door, has a crisp white button-down and a
perfect side part in his just trimmed brown hair.
I’ve known him since my very first days on the job — before we got promoted
to agent (him first, of course, then me) — when we were both lower-level
Customs inspectors30 who spent every day X-raying containers filled with
I’d be dripping in the Miami sun, his shirt didn’t have a wrinkle, which is
probably why, when all the bad went down and I tipped off Miss Deirdre, even
though he was right there next to me, Timothy never tumbled. He should’ve
Deirdre as well. But I don’t resent him for it. I told him I’d never tattle. And
tonight, that’s the only reason he’s risking his job for me.
“Cal, if anyone finds out I’m bringing you inside—” He holsters the threat
and reaches for a new one. “Is this really that important?”
“Would I ask if it wasn’t?”
He stays silent. He knows it isn’t just about finding some shipment. I’m
searching for something far bigger than that.
Timothy’s blue lights — the movable siren that sits on his dash — remind me
of the consequences. I expect him to give me the weary glare. Instead, he
tosses me an expired copy of his own ICE agent credentials33. After 9/11,
security at our nation’s ports got better. But it didn’t get that much better.
“We all set?” I ask.
“The hold is gone, if that’s what you’re asking.” Reading the panic in my
reaction, he adds, “What? You said you wanted it cleared so you could check
it outside.”
“I also said I wanted to get a look first,” I tell him, ripping open his car door.
“I bet he’s already on his way.”
container storage yard. On top of each pole, there’s a small videocamera,
along with chemical sniffers and shotgun microphones.
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