【荆棘鸟】第六章 02

 大分水岭向东300英里，积雪之厚是多年未见的。但是，自前一个夏天下了一场瓢泼季雨以来，伯伦河口以西滴雨未落。基里的人们都说，天又要早了。干旱不过是推迟了一但它一定会来的，也许就是这场干旱。

　　当梅吉见到她母亲的时候，她觉得心情很沉重；这也许是告别童年时代的一种神态，一种将要成为一个成熟的女子的征兆吧。除了肚子大些以外，菲的外表没有什么变化，但是，她的心却像是一只慢下来的疲惫不堪的旧钟，走得愈来愈慢，直到永远地静止下来。梅吉觉得永远不会在她妈妈身上衰竭的那股活泼劲儿已经一去不复返了。她刚抬起双脚，便又放了下来，好象无法肯定怎样举步似的，步态上表现出来的现象说明她精神上乱了套。对即将出生的婴儿，她没有喜悦之情，甚至对哈尔的那种极其含蓄的满足了情也不复再见了。

　　那红头发的小家伙蹒蹒跚跚地满屋子跑，一刻也不肯闲地摸东碰西，可菲却压根儿不打算惩戒他，甚至连他干什么事她都不管。他闷头在炉子、案板、洗碗槽这些永远属于她的那摊东西之间苦干着，好像除此之餐一切都不存在似的。于是，梅吉就别无选择了，她只有去填补那孩子生活中的空白，成了她的母亲。这是不必作出任何牺牲的，因为她非常爱他，觉得他孤弱无助，愿意将她打算全部慷慨奉献的爱都倾注给这个小家伙。他哭着要她，最先学会叫她的名字。他伸着胳膊要她抱：她心中充满了快乐，心满意足。尽管编织、补衣、缝纫、洗烫、喂鸡以及其他所有必须干的活儿都苦，但梅吉觉得她的日子过得非常愉快。

　　谁也未曾提起过弗兰克，但是，每隔六个星期，当菲听到邮政车来到的时候，都要翘首西望，流露出片刻的生气。然后，史密斯太太便会把大伙儿的邮件带来；当她看到里面没有弗兰克来的信时，那瞬间一现的、枉费苦心的关注便烟消云散了。

　　家里又添了两条新的生命。菲生了一对双胞胎，又给克利里家添了两个红头发的男孩儿，洗礼时命名为詹姆斯和帕特里克。这两个可爱的小家伙具备他们父亲那种开郎的气质和温和的脾气。他们刚一出生就成了毫不起眼的家庭成员，因为菲除了给他们喂奶之外，对他们毫无兴趣。

 

Up on the tops of the Great Divide three hundred miles to the east, snow lay thicker than in many years, but no rain had fallen west of Burren Junction¹ since the monsoonal² drenching³ of the previous summer. People in Gilly were speaking of another drought: it was overdue⁴, it must come, perhaps this would be it. When Meggie saw her mother, she felt as if an awful weight settled upon her being; maybe a leaving-behind of childhood, a presentiment⁵ of what it was to be a woman. Outwardly there was no change, aside from the big belly⁶; but inwardly Fee had slowed down like a tired old clock, running time down and down until it was forever stilled. The briskness⁷ Meggie had never known absent from her mother had gone. She picked her feet up and put them down again as if she was no longer sure of the right way to do it, a sort of spiritual fumbling⁸ got into her gait; and there was no joy in her for the coming baby, not even the rigidly⁹ controlled content she had shown over Hal. That little red-haired fellow was toddling¹⁰ all over the house, constantly into everything, but Fee made no attempt to discipline him, or even supervise his activities. She plodded¹¹ in her self-perpetuating circle of stove, worktable and sink as if nothing else existed. So Meggie had no choice; she simply filled the vacuum in the child's life and became his mother. It wasn't any sacrifice, for she loved him dearly and found him a helpless, willing target for all the love she was beginning to want to lavish¹² on some human creature. He cried for her, he spoke¹³ her name before all others, he lifted his arms to her to be picked up; it was so satisfying it filled her with joy. In spite of the drudgery¹⁴, the knitting and mending and sewing, the washing, the ironing, the hens, all the other jobs she had to do, Meggie found her life very pleasant.No one ever mentioned Frank, but every six weeks Fee would lift her head when she heard the mail call, and for a while be animated¹⁵. Then Mrs. Smith would bring in their share of whatever had come, and when it contained no letter from Frank the small burst of painful interest would die. There were two new lives in the house. Fee was delivered of twins, two more tiny red-haired Cleary boys, christened James and Patrick. The dearest little fellows, with their father's sunny disposition¹⁶ and his sweetness of nature, they became common property immediately they were born, for "beyond giving them milk Fee took no interest in them.

1 junction   

n.连接，接合；交叉点，接合处，枢纽站

参考例句：

• There's a bridge at the junction of the two rivers.两河的汇合处有座桥。
• You must give way when you come to this junction.你到了这个路口必须让路。

2 monsoonal   

季风的

参考例句：

• In the east, the water is mainly oceanic with relatively minor dilution from direct monsoonal rainfall and runoff from small streams. 东部水域主要为海水，而直接的季候雨及小溪溢流，把海水稍为冲淡。 来自《简明英汉词典》
• China has a marked continental monsoonal climate characterized by great variety. 中国有明显的大陆性季风气候的特点是种类繁多。 来自互联网

3 drenching   

n.湿透v.使湿透( drench的现在分词 )；在某人（某物）上大量使用（某液体）

参考例句：

• A black cloudburst was drenching Siena at midday. 中午，一场天昏地暗的暴风雨在锡耶纳上空倒下来。 来自辞典例句
• A drenching rain poured down and the rising hurricane drove it in sheets along the ground. 一阵倾盆大雨泼下来了，越来越大的狂风把它顺着地面刮成了一片一片的雨幕。 来自辞典例句

4 overdue   

adj.过期的，到期未付的；早该有的，迟到的

参考例句：

• The plane is overdue and has been delayed by the bad weather.飞机晚点了，被坏天气耽搁了。
• The landlady is angry because the rent is overdue.女房东生气了，因为房租过期未付。

5 presentiment   

n.预感，预觉

参考例句：

• He had a presentiment of disaster.他预感会有灾难降临。
• I have a presentiment that something bad will happen.我有某种不祥事要发生的预感。

6 belly   

n.肚子，腹部；(像肚子一样)鼓起的部分，膛

参考例句：

• The boss has a large belly.老板大腹便便。
• His eyes are bigger than his belly.他眼馋肚饱。

7 briskness   

n.敏捷，活泼

参考例句：

• A child who was flying a kite sensed it in terms of briskness.一个孩子在放风筝时猛然感到的飞腾。
• Father open the window to let in the briskness of the morning air.父亲打开窗户让早晨的清新空气进来。

8 fumbling   

n. 摸索,漏接 v. 摸索,摸弄,笨拙的处理

参考例句：

• If he actually managed to the ball instead of fumbling it with an off-balance shot. 如果他实际上设法拿好球而不是fumbling它。50-balance射击笨拙地和迅速地会开始他的岗位移动，经常这样结束。
• If he actually managed to secure the ball instead of fumbling it awkwardly an off-balance shot. 如果他实际上设法拿好球而不是fumbling它。50-50提议有时。他从off-balance射击笨拙地和迅速地会开始他的岗位移动，经常这样结束。

9 rigidly   

adv.刻板地，僵化地

参考例句：

• Life today is rigidly compartmentalized into work and leisure. 当今的生活被严格划分为工作和休闲两部分。
• The curriculum is rigidly prescribed from an early age. 自儿童时起即已开始有严格的课程设置。

10 toddling   

v.（幼儿等）东倒西歪地走( toddle的现在分词 )；蹒跚行走；溜达；散步

参考例句：

• You could see his grandson toddling around in the garden. 你可以看到他的孙子在花园里蹒跚行走。 来自《简明英汉词典》
• She fell while toddling around. 她摇摇摆摆地到处走时摔倒了 来自辞典例句

11 plodded   

v.沉重缓慢地走（路）( plod的过去式和过去分词 )；努力从事；沉闷地苦干；缓慢进行（尤指艰难枯燥的工作）

参考例句：

• Our horses plodded down the muddy track. 我们的马沿着泥泞小路蹒跚而行。
• He plodded away all night at his project to get it finished. 他通宵埋头苦干以便做完专题研究。 来自《简明英汉词典》

12 lavish   

adj.无节制的；浪费的；vt.慷慨地给予，挥霍

参考例句：

• He despised people who were lavish with their praises.他看不起那些阿谀奉承的人。
• The sets and costumes are lavish.布景和服装极尽奢华。

13 spoke   

n.（车轮的）辐条；轮辐；破坏某人的计划；阻挠某人的行动 v.讲，谈（speak的过去式）；说；演说；从某种观点来说

参考例句：

• They sourced the spoke nuts from our company.他们的轮辐螺帽是从我们公司获得的。
• The spokes of a wheel are the bars that connect the outer ring to the centre.辐条是轮子上连接外圈与中心的条棒。

14 drudgery   

n.苦工，重活，单调乏味的工作

参考例句：

• People want to get away from the drudgery of their everyday lives.人们想摆脱日常生活中单调乏味的工作。
• He spent his life in pointlessly tiresome drudgery.他的一生都在做毫无意义的烦人的苦差事。

15 animated   

adj.生气勃勃的，活跃的，愉快的

参考例句：

• His observations gave rise to an animated and lively discussion.他的言论引起了一场气氛热烈而活跃的讨论。
• We had an animated discussion over current events last evening.昨天晚上我们热烈地讨论时事。

16 disposition   

n.性情，性格；意向，倾向；排列，部署

参考例句：

• He has made a good disposition of his property.他已对财产作了妥善处理。
• He has a cheerful disposition.他性情开朗。