-
(单词翻译:双击或拖选)
To Fanny Brawne, February 1820
My dearest girl;
According to all appearances I am to be separated from you as much as possible. How I shall be able to bear it, or whether it will not be worse than your presence now and then, I cannot tell. I must be patient, and in the meantime you must think of it as little as possible. Let me not longer detain you from going to Town—there may be no end to this emprisoning of you. Perhaps you had better not come before tomorrow evening: send me however without fail a good night. You know our situation—what hope is there if I should be recovered ever so soon—my very health with for will not suffer me to make any great exertion1. I am recommended not even to read poetry much less write it. I wish I had even a little hope. I cannot say forget me—but I would mention that her are impossibilities in the world. No more of this—I am not strong enough to be weaned—take no notice of it in your good night. Happen what may I shall ever be my dearest Love.
Your affectionate
J—K—
My dear Fanny, -
Do not let your mother suppose that you hurt me by writing at night. For some reason or other your last night's note was not so treasureable as former ones. I would fain that you call me Love still. To see you happy and in high spirits is a great consolation2 to me - still let me believe that you are not half so happy as my restoration would make you. I am nervous, I own, and may think myself worse than I really am; if so you must indulge me, and pamper3 with that sort of tenderness you have manifested towards me in different Letters. My sweet creature when I look back upon the pains and torments4 I have suffered for you from the day I left you to go to the Isle5 of Wight; the ecstasies6 in which I have passed some days and the miseries7 in their turn, I wonder the more at the Beauty which has kept up the spell so fervently8. When I send this round I shall be in the front parlor9 watching to see you show yourself for a minute in the garden. How illness stands as a barrier betwixt me and you! Even if I was well - I must make myself as good a Philosopher as possible. Now I have had opportunities of passing nights anxious and awake I have found other thoughts intrude10 upon me. "If I should die," said I to myself, "I have left no immortal11 work behind me - nothing to make my friends proud of my memory - but I have loved the principle of beauty in all things, and if I had had time I would have made myself remembered." Thoughts like these came very feebly whilst I was in health and every pulse beat for you - now you divide with this (may I say it?) "last infirmity of noble minds" all my reflection.
God bless you, Love.
J. Keat
1 exertion | |
n.尽力,努力 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
2 consolation | |
n.安慰,慰问 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
3 pamper | |
v.纵容,过分关怀 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
4 torments | |
(肉体或精神上的)折磨,痛苦( torment的名词复数 ); 造成痛苦的事物[人] | |
参考例句: |
|
|
5 isle | |
n.小岛,岛 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
6 ecstasies | |
狂喜( ecstasy的名词复数 ); 出神; 入迷; 迷幻药 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
7 miseries | |
n.痛苦( misery的名词复数 );痛苦的事;穷困;常发牢骚的人 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
8 fervently | |
adv.热烈地,热情地,强烈地 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
9 parlor | |
n.店铺,营业室;会客室,客厅 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
10 intrude | |
vi.闯入;侵入;打扰,侵扰 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
11 immortal | |
adj.不朽的;永生的,不死的;神的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|