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Becoming a Freethinker and a Scientist
When I was a fairly precocious1 young man I became thoroughly2 impressed with the futility3 of the hopes and strivings that chase most men restlessly through life. Moreover, I soon discovered the cruelty of that chase, which in those years was much more carefully covered up by hypocrisy4 and glittering words than is the case today. By the mere5 existence of his stomach everyone was condemned6 to participate in that chase. The stomach might well be satisfied by such participation7, but not man insofar as he is a thinking and feeling being.
As the first way out there was religion, which is implanted into every child by way of the traditional education-machine. Thus I came through the child of entirely8 irreligious (Jewish) parents to a deep religiousness, which, however, reached an abrupt9 end at the age of twelve.
Through the reading of popular scientific books I soon reached the conviction that much in the stories of the Bible could not be true. The consequence was a positively10 fanatic11 orgy of freethinking coupled with the impression that youth is intentionally12 being deceived by the state through lies; it was a crushing impression.
Mistrust of every kind of authority grew out of this experience, a skeptical13 attitude toward the convictions that were alive in any specific
social environment-an attitude that has never again left me, even though, later on, it has been tempered by a better insight into the causal connections.
It is quite clear to me that the religious paradise of youth, which was thus lost, was a first attempt to free myself from the chains of the “merely personal”, from an existence dominated by wishes, hopes, and primitive14 feelings.
Out yonder there was this huge world, which exists independently of us human beings and which stands before us like a great, eternal riddle15, at least partially16 accessible to our inspection17 and thinking.
The contemplation of this world beckoned18 as a liberation, and I soon noticed that many a man whom I had learned to esteem19 and to admire had found inner freedom and security in its pursuit. The mental grasp of this extra-personal world within the frame of our capabilities20 presented itself to my mind, half consciously, half unconsciously, as a supreme21 goal.
Similarly motivated men of the present and of the past, as well as the insights they had achieved, were the friends who could not be lost.
The road to this paradise was not as comfortable and alluring22 as the road to the religious paradise; but it has shown itself reliable, and I have never regretted having chosen it.
1 precocious | |
adj.早熟的;较早显出的 | |
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2 thoroughly | |
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3 futility | |
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4 hypocrisy | |
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adj. 被责难的, 被宣告有罪的 动词condemn的过去式和过去分词 | |
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18 beckoned | |
v.(用头或手的动作)示意,召唤( beckon的过去式和过去分词 ) | |
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n.尊敬,尊重;vt.尊重,敬重;把…看作 | |
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n.能力( capability的名词复数 );可能;容量;[复数]潜在能力 | |
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