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I Write, I Suffer

Nikki Gemmell: The thing that I worry about when I write is, and I think its one of the hardest things to do, is keeping people's attention. I'm 1)paranoid that I'm going to be boring and I think one of the hardest things is keeping people turning the page. And one of my, one of my favorite writers is Tim Winton and I just love his narrative drive. I can remember I'm picking up The Riders and you know I'm starting to read it about eight o'clock one night and then 4 a.m. the next morning I was still there, I just had to finish it before I went to sleep even though I had work the next day. And, uh, I just love. You know when you find a book and 2)ferociously you want to devour it. And so for me, I'm constantly trying to paid back my writing and to increase the narrative pull on it, pull of it, so that you know people are just going through it like a 3)steamroller. So in that way I'm thinking of the audience, I don't want to lose them.

Anson Cameron: I think the hardest thing about writing and this is probably 4)appropriate for any form of art or any huge project you take on in life is, is the thought in the back of your mind all the while, sometimes, and I suspect that books don't change the world very much, that's what I find hardest about writing but then at other times I think it does matter and it has got the power to change people. And if I look at myself I think most of my moral and ethical makeup comes from books. So if I look back at that, it fills me with a sense of self-worth but there are many hours when you're writing a book when you, wonder what you're doing, but what's the point of it all, does it matter.

Janet Evanovich: For me it's definitely 5)transition, I find the transition to be very difficult. Once I'm in a scene I'm fine, you know once I'm writing about action, once I'm doing dialogue I'm ok I can run with that, but I spend a lot of time sitting and finding out how to get from one place to the next. And I think it's critical because this is what really holds it together, this is what makes it easier for the reader to move on, and this is, this is really where I spend all of my time.

Roger Mcdonald: There was a, a 6)bricklayer working across the road and the bricklayer started in the morning at seven o'clock and finished at five o'clock and by the end of the day he had the front wall up. And I was working on a poem that day and by the end of the day I was exactly where I'd began, basically you know the draft after draft and I was facing a blank sheet at the end of the day. I said, "Look at that, wouldn't it be fantastic to be a bricklayer, at least there's something concrete at the end of the day!?So I can relate to Markay's statement and "it is 7)frustrating 8)grappling with 9)intangibles, trying to give shape and form to intangibles," matter.

Nikki Gemmell (from her book SHIVER): The touch of an iceberg, a blizzard, a lover, of a camera stuck to the skin on my face, of cold-like glass cutting into my skin, of a 10)snowflake, of a dead man, of a tongue on my eye.

注释:
1) paranoid [5pArEnCid] a. 类似妄想症的  
2) ferociously [fE5rEuFEsli] ad. （口）十分强烈地，极度地
3) steamroller [5sti:mrEJlE(r)] n. 压路机
4) appropriate [E5prEupriit] a. 适当的
5) transition [trAn5ziVEn] n. 转变，过渡
6) bricklayer [5brIkleIE(r)] n. 砖匠
7) frustrating [frQs5treiti] a. 令人灰心的，令人沮丧的
8) grapple [5^rApl] v. 格斗
9) intangible [in5tAndVEbl] n. 无形的东西
10) snowflake [5snEJfleIk] n. 雪花

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妮基·格默尔：写作之时，我所担心的也觉得最难的事情之一就是：要吸引住读者。我总是胡思乱想：我又开始写得沉闷起来了。我想其中最难的一件事就是要让读者一页页地翻下去，不停下来。提姆·温顿是我喜爱的作家之一。我就是喜欢他叙述的推动效果。我记得有一晚，我拿起《骑手》，从八点左右起开始阅读，到次日早上四点我还在看。尽管第二天我还有工作，我还是要看完了才去睡觉。嗯，我就是喜欢。你知道，当你找到一本好书，你就极想一股脑儿地把它吞下去。因此，对于我自己，我一直不断地努力使自己的写作有所回报，努力增加作品叙述过程的吸引力和作品自身的感染力，让读者可以不停地，像压路机一样，一页页地翻阅。所以，就是这样，我一直想着我的读者，我不想失去他们。
安逊·卡美伦∶对于写作，我觉得最痛苦的是常常潜伏在你脑子深处的想法，这一难点可能对于任何艺术形式，或是你一生中承担的任何庞大工程而言也是一样的。有时候，我疑心书籍并不能怎样改变世界，那也就是我认为写作中最痛苦之处; 然而，其他时候我又觉得书真的举足轻重，它真的有改造人类的力量。要是我审视自己，我会觉得我的道德和伦理的结构组成多源自书本。因此，当我回想于此，我便觉得自己的工作很有价值，不过，也有很多时间在写作之时充满疑惑：我这是在干吗？做了这么多，为的是什么？有关痛痒吗？
珍妮特·伊万诺维奇∶对我来说，最难的肯定是过渡，我觉得过渡真的很难。要是我在写一个场景，我写得很顺，嗯，你知道，要是我在写行动方面，写对话，我写得是很顺利的。那些方面我都能处理好，但我却要花上大量时间坐想如何从一个地方切换到别处。我认为这是至关重要的，因为这一点才是真正把整本书连成一体的关键；正是这一点，让读者能够更容易地继续看下去。这实在是我耗尽时间之处。
罗杰·麦克唐纳∶那天，有个泥水匠在马路对面砌墙。他从早上七点开始干活，下午五点完工，日落之时，他已经把那堵前墙砌好了。而我那天一直在写一首诗。日落时，我还在刚开始的地方琢磨，基本上就是，你知道，改了一稿又一稿，太阳下山了，我面前的还是一张白纸。我说，看看吧，当个泥水匠还快活些，至少天黑了还有些实在的收获。因此，我可以引述马凯说的话，“与无形之物作斗争，为无形之物雕身塑形，教人沮丧，”了不起。
妮基·格默尔(出自她的书《颤栗》):冰山，风雪，情人，照相机紧贴于我脸上的肌肤，这些感觉，仿如冰冷的玻璃扎入我肌肤，仿如雪花，仿如死人，以及舌头贴在我的眼睛上。