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The game required a bat, a tennis ball, and a total disregard for one’s physical safety. There werefour players: a bowler, a batsman, and two fielders stationed mid-corridor, each with one foot inthe corridor and one in a room. Not always our rooms. We often intruded on other boys trying towork. They’d beg us to go away.

Sorry, we said. This is our work.

The radiator represented the wicket. There was an endless debate about what constituted acatch. Off the wall? Yes, catch. Off a window? No catch. One hand, one bounce? Half out.

One day the sportiest member of our group hurled himself at a ball, trying to make a trickycatch, and landed face-first on a fire extinguisher hooked to the wall. His tongue split wide open.

You’d think after that, after the carpet had been permanently soiled with his blood, we’d havecalled an end to Corridor Cricket.

We didn’t.

When not playing Corridor Cricket we’d loll in our rooms. We got very good at affectingpostures of supreme indolence. The point was to look as if you had no purpose, as if you’d bestiryourself only to do something bad or, better yet, stupid. Near the end of my first half we hit onsomething supremely stupid.

Someone suggested that my hair was a complete disaster. Like grass on the moors.

Well…what can be done?

Let me have a go at it.

You?

Yeah. Let me shave it off.

Hm. That didn’t sound right.

But I wanted to go along. I wanted to be a top bloke. A funny bloke.

All right.

Someone fetched the clippers. Someone pushed me into a chair. How quickly, how blithely,after a lifetime of healthy growth, it all went cascading off my head. When the cutter was done Ilooked down, saw a dozen pyramids of ginger on the floor, like red volcanoes seen from a plane,and knew I’d made a legendary mistake.

I ran to the mirror. Suspicion confirmed. I screamed in horror.

My mates screamed too. With laughter.

I ran in circles. I wanted to reverse time. I wanted to scoop up the hair from the floor and glueit back on. I wanted to wake from this nightmare. Not knowing where else to turn, I violated thesacred rule, the one shining commandment never to be broken, and ran upstairs to Willy’s room.

Of course, there was nothing Willy could do. I was just hoping he’d tell me it would be OK,don’t freak out, keep calm, Harold. Instead, he laughed like the others. I recall him sitting at hisdesk, bent over a book, chuckling, while I stood before him fingering the nubs on my newly barescalp.

Harold, what have you done?

What a question. He sounded like Stewie from Family Guy. Wasn’t it obvious?

You shouldn’t have done it, Harold!

So we’re just stating the obvious now?

He said a few more things that were immensely unhelpful and I walked out.

Worse ridicule was yet to come. A few days later, on the front page of the Daily Mirror, oneof the tabloids, there I was with my new haircut.

Headline: Harry the Skinhead.

I couldn’t imagine how they’d got wind of the story. A schoolmate must have told someonewho told someone who told the papers. They had no photo, thank goodness. But they’dimprovised. The image on the front page was a “computer-generated” rendering of the Spare, baldas an egg. A lie. More than a lie, really.

I looked bad, but not that bad.