空屋（14）

“I had only one confidant—my brother Mycroft. I owe you many apologies, my dear Watson, but it was all-important that it should be thought I was dead, and it is quite certain that you would not have written so convincing an account of my unhappy end had you not yourself thought that it was true. Several times during the last three years I have taken up my pen to write to you, but always I feared lest your affectionate regard for me should tempt you to some indiscretion which would betray my secret. For that reason I turned away from you this evening when you upset my books, for I was in danger at the time, and any show of surprise and emotion upon your part might have drawn attention to my identity and led to the most deplorable and irreparable results. As to Mycroft, I had to confide in him in order to obtain the money which I needed. The course of events in London did not run so well as I had hoped, for the trial of the Moriarty gang left two of its most dangerous members, my own most vindictive enemies, at liberty. I travelled for two years in Tibet, therefore, and amused myself by visiting Lhassa and spending some days with the head Llama. You may have read of the remarkable explorations of a Norwegian named Sigerson, but I am sure that it never occurred to you that you were receiving news of your friend. I then passed through Persia, looked in at Mecca, and paid a short but interesting visit to the Khalifa at Khartoum, the results of which I have communicated to the Foreign Office. Returning to France I spent some months in a research into the coal-tar derivatives, which I conducted in a laboratory at Montpelier, in the South of France. Having concluded this to my satisfaction, and learning that only one of my enemies was now left in London, I was about to return when my movements were hastened by the news of this very remarkable Park Lane Mystery, which not only appealed to me by its own merits, but which seemed to offer some most peculiar personal opportunities. I came over at once to London, called in my own person at Baker Street, threw Mrs. Hudson into violent hysterics, and found that Mycroft had preserved my rooms and my papers exactly as they had always been. So it was, my dear Watson, that at two o'clock to-day I found myself in my old arm-chair in my own old room, and only wishing that I could have seen my old friend Watson in the other chair which he has so often adorned.”

“那时候我只有一个可信赖的人——我的哥哥迈克罗夫特。我再三向你道歉，亲一爱一的华生。但是当时最要紧的是让大家认为我死了。你要是不相信我死了，你也一定写不出一篇那么令人信服的关于我不幸结局的故事来。在这三年中，我几次提笔要给你写信，但总是担心你对我的深切关心会使你不谨慎而泄漏秘密。也是为了这个缘故，今天傍晚你碰掉我的书的时候，我只能避开你，因为我的处境很危险，当时只要你稍露出点惊奇和激动，就可能引人注意我的身份而造成可悲的、无法弥补的结果。至于迈克罗夫特，那是为了得到我需要的钱，我必须把我的秘密告诉他。在伦敦，事态的发展并非象我所想得那样顺利，因为在莫里亚蒂匪帮案的审理中，漏掉了两个最危险的成员，使这两个与我不共戴天的仇人得以逍遥法外。我在西藏旅行了两年，所以常以去拉萨跟大喇嘛在一起消磨几天为乐。你也许看过一个叫西格森的挪威人写得非常出色的考察报告，我相信你决想不到你看到的正是你朋友的消息。然后，我经过波斯，游览了麦加圣一地，又到喀土穆对哈里发作了一次简短而有趣的拜访，并且把拜①②访的结果告诉了外一交一部。回到法国以后，我花了几个月的时间来研究煤焦油的衍生物，这项研究是在法国南部蒙彼利埃的一个实验室进行的。我满意地结束了这项研究，又听说我的仇人现在只剩下一个在伦敦，我便准备回来。这时候公园①苏丹首都。——译者注②伊斯兰教国家政教合一领袖的称号。——译者注路奇案的消息使我加速行动，不仅因为这件案子的是非曲直吸引了我，而且它似乎给我个人带来了最难得的机会。我立刻回到伦敦贝克街自己家里，竟吓得赫德森太太歇斯底里大发作。迈克罗夫特把我的房间和我的记录照原样保存着。就这样，我亲一爱一的华生，今天下午两点，我发现自己坐在我原来屋里的那把旧椅子上，满心希望能见到我的老朋友华生也坐在对面他一向常坐的那把椅子上。”