自考英语综合一上册 lesson 12

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[00:02.69]Little Things Are Big
[00:07.73]It was very late at night on the eve of Memorial Day.
[00:12.70]She got on the subway train at the 34th Street Pennsylvania Station.
[00:18.47]I am still trying to remember
[00:22.23] how she managed to push herself in
[00:26.38]with a baby on her right arm,
[00:29.94]a traveling bag in her left hand and two children,
[00:34.90]a boy and a girl,about three and five years old,following after her.
[00:41.14]She was a nice looking white lady in her early twenties.
[00:45.90]At Nevins Street Station,Brooklyn,
[00:49.74]I saw her preparing to get off at the next station--Atlantic Avenue
[00:55.38]which happened to be the place where I had to get off.
[00:59.74]Just as it was a problem for her to get on,
[01:03.90]it was going to be a problem for her to get off the train
[01:08.26]with two small children to be taken care of,
[01:12.33]a baby on her right arm and a medium-sized bag in her left hand.
[01:18.18]And there I was,also preparing to get off at the Atlantic Avenue,
[01:23.64]with nothing to take care of not even the usual customary¹ book under my arm.
[01:30.31]As the train was entering the Atlantic Avenue Station,
[01:34.96]some white man stood up from his seat and helped her out,
[01:39.53]placing the children on the long,deserted² platform.
[01:43.89]There were only two adults on the long platform
[01:48.25]some time after midnight on the eve of last Memorial Day.
[01:53.71]I could see the steep concrete stairs going down to the Long Island Railroad
[01:59.59]or up into the street.
[02:02.75]Should I offer my help as the American white man had done?
[02:07.61]Should I take care of the girl and the boy,
[02:11.55]take them by their hands until they were out of the station?
[02:16.10]Puerto Ricans are a courteous³ people.
[02:19.94]And here I was a Puerto Rican hours past midnight,
[02:25.21]faced with two white children and a white lady,
[02:29.89]with a baby on her right arm and a bag in her left hand,
[02:34.75]obviously needing somebody to help them
[02:38.69]at least until they went up the long concrete stairs.
[02:43.55]But how could I,a Negro and Puerto Rican,
[02:48.52]approach this white lady who very likely might be prejudiced against Negroes
[02:55.18]and anybody with a foreign accent,
[02:58.81]in a deserted subway station very late at night?
[03:03.35]What would she say?What would be the first reaction of this white American woman
[03:09.83]perhaps coming from a small town with a bag,
[03:14.19]two children and a baby on her right arm?
[03:18.45]Would she say:Yes,of course,you may help me?Or would she think bad things perhaps
[03:25.40]What would I do if she screamed as I went toward her to offer my help?
[03:30.86]Was I misjudging her?
[03:34.02]So many slanders⁴ are written
[03:37.47]every day in the daily press against Negroes and Puerto Ricans.
[03:42.82]I hesitated for a long,long minute.
[03:47.19]The traditional good manners that the most illiterate⁵ Puerto Rican passes on
[03:53.25]from father to son were struggling inside me.
[03:57.92]Here I was,way past midnight,
[04:01.87]face to face with a situation
[04:05.71]that could very well become an incident of prejudice
[04:10.46]and chauvinism caused by the unjust policy of our society today.
[04:16.63]It was a long minute.I passed on by her as if I saw nothing.
[04:22.87]As if I didn't see that she needed help.
[04:26.74]Like a rude animal walking on two legs,I just moved on,
[04:31.88]half running along the long subway platform,
[04:36.14]leaving the children and the woman alone.
[04:39.80]I took the steps of the long concrete stairs in twos
[04:44.66]until I reached the street above and the cold air hit my warm face.
[04:50.72]This is what racism⁶ and prejudice and chauvinism and a divided society
[04:56.88] can do to the people and to a nation!
[05:00.83]Perhaps the lady was not prejudiced after all.
[05:04.98]Or not prefudiced enough to scream
[05:09.03]when a Negro went toward her in a deserted subway station
[05:13.76]a few hours past midnight.

　　[05:17.23]If you were not prejudiced,I failed you,dear lady.
[05:23.19]I know that there is a chance in a million that you will read these lines.
[05:28.54]I am willing to take that millionth chance.
[05:32.80]If you were not prejudiced,I failed you lady.I failed you,children.
[05:38.86]I failed myself to myself.
[05:42.31]I buried my courtesy⁷ early on Memorial Day morning.
[05:46.96]But here is a promise that I make to myself here and now;
[05:51.92]if I am ever faced with a situation like that again,
[05:56.78]I am going to offer my help regardless of how the offer is going to be received
[06:03.05]Then I will have my courtesy with me again.

1 customary   

adj.习惯上的，惯常的，合乎习俗的

参考例句：

• He makes his customary visit every week.他每星期都按照惯例造访一次。
• It is customary with me to do so.这样做是我的习惯。

2 deserted   

adj.荒芜的，荒废的，无人的，被遗弃的

参考例句：

• The deserted village was filled with a deathly silence.这个荒废的村庄死一般的寂静。
• The enemy chieftain was opposed and deserted by his followers.敌人头目众叛亲离。

3 courteous   

adj.彬彬有礼的，客气的

参考例句：

• Although she often disagreed with me,she was always courteous.尽管她常常和我意见不一，但她总是很谦恭有礼。
• He was a kind and courteous man.他为人友善，而且彬彬有礼。

4 slanders   

诽谤，诋毁( slander的名词复数 )

参考例句：

• We condemn all sorts of slanders. 我们谴责一切诽谤中伤的言论。
• All slanders and libels should be repudiated. 一切诬蔑不实之词，应予推倒。

5 illiterate   

adj.文盲的；无知的；n.文盲

参考例句：

• There are still many illiterate people in our country.在我国还有许多文盲。
• I was an illiterate in the old society,but now I can read.我这个旧社会的文盲，今天也认字了。

6 racism   

n.民族主义；种族歧视(意识)

参考例句：

• He said that racism is endemic in this country.他说种族主义在该国很普遍。
• Racism causes political instability and violence.种族主义道致政治动荡和暴力事件。

7 courtesy   

n.谦恭有礼，礼貌的举止，好意，恩惠

参考例句：

• She called on us merely for the sake of courtesy.她来访只是为了礼貌。
• After a few words of courtesy,they got down to business.双方客气了一番，就开始谈正事。