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Demian
by Hermann Hesse
In the same park in which I had met Alfons Beck in the fall, a girl came to my attention in early spring as the thorn hedges began to bud. I had taken a walk by myself, my head filled with vile1 thoughts and worries -- for my health had deteriorated2 -- and to make matters worse I was perpetually in financial difficulties, owed friends considerable sums and had thus continually to invent expenditures4 so as to receive money from home. In a number of stores I had allowed bills to mount for cigars and similar things. Not that this worried me much. If my existence was about to come to a sudden end anyway -- if I drowned myself or was sent to the reformatory -- a few small extras didn't make much difference. Yet I was forced to live face to face with these unpleasant details: they made me wretched.
On that spring day in the park I saw a young woman who attracted me. She was tall and slender, elegantly dressed, and had an intelligent and boyish face. I liked her at once. She was my type and began to fill my imagination. She probably was not much older than I but seemed far more mature, well-defined, a full-grown woman, but with a touch of exuberance5 and boyishness in her face, and this was what I liked above all.
I had never managed to approach a girl with whom I had fallen in love, nor did I manage in this case. But the impression she made on me was deeper than any previous one had been and the infatuation had a profound influence on my life.
Suddenly a new image had risen up before me, a lofty and cherished image. And no need, no urge was as deep or as fervent6 within me as the craving7 to worship and admire. I gave her the name Beatrice, for, even though I had not read Dante, I knew about Beatrice from an English painting of which I owned a reproduction. It showed a young pre-Raphaelite woman, long-limbed and slender, with long head and etherealized hands and features. My beautiful young woman did not quite resemble her, even though she, too, revealed that slender and boyish figure which I loved, and something of the ethereal, soulful quality of her face.
Although I never addressed a single word to Beatrice, she exerted a profound influence on me at that time. She raised her image before me, she gave me access to a holy shrine8, she transformed me into a worshiper in a temple.
From one day to the next I stayed clear of all bars and nocturnal exploits. I could be alone with myself again and enjoyed reading and going for long walks.
My sudden conversion9 drew a good deal of mockery in its wake. But now I had something I loved and venerated10, I had an ideal again, life was rich with intimations of mystery and a feeling of dawn that made me immune to all taunts12. I had come home again to myself, even if only as the slave and servant of a cherished image.
I find it difficult to think back to that time without a certain fondness. Once more I was trying most strenuously13 to construct an intimate "world of light" for myself out of the shambles14 of a period of devastation15; once more I sacrificed everything within me to the aim of banishing16 darkness and evil from myself. And, furthermore, this present "world of light" was to some extent my own creation; it was no longer an escape, no crawling back to mother and the safety of irresponsibility; it was a new duty, one I had invented and desired on my own, with responsibility and self-control. My sexuality, a torment17 from which I was in constant flight, was to be transfigured into spirituality and devotion by this holy fire. Everything dark and hateful was to be banished18, there were to be no more tortured nights, no excitement before lascivious19 pictures, no eavesdropping20 at forbidden doors, no lust21. In place of all this I raised my altar to the image of Beatrice, and by consecrating22 myself to her I consecrated23 myself to the spirit and to the gods, sacrificing that part of life which I withdrew from the forces of darkness to those of light. My goal was not joy but purity, not happiness but beauty, and spirituality.
This cult3 of Beatrice completely changed my life. Yesterday a precocious24 cynic, today I was an acolyte25 whose aim was to become a saint. I not only avoided the bad life to which I had become accustomed, I sought to transform myself by introducing purity and nobility into every aspect of my life. In this connection I thought of my eating and drinking habits, my language and dress. I began my mornings with cold baths which cost me a great effort at first. My behavior became serious and dignified26; I carried myself stiffly and assumed a slow and dignified gait. It may have looked comic to outsiders but to me it was a genuine act of worship.
Of all the new practices in which I sought to express my new conviction, one became truly important to me. I began to paint. The starting point for this was that the reproduction of the English picture I owned did not resemble my Beatrice closely enough. I wanted to try to paint her portrait for myself. With new joy and hopefulness I bought beautiful paper, paints, and brushes and carried them to my room -- I had just been given one of my own -- and prepared my palette, glass, porcelain27 dishes and pencils. The delicate tempera colors in the little tubes I had bought delighted me. Among them was a fiery28 chrome green that, I think, I can still see today as it flashed up for the first time in the small white dish.
I began with great care. Painting the likeness29 of a face was difficult. I wanted to try myself out first on something else. I painted ornaments30, flowers, small imagined landscapes: a tree by a chapel31, a Roman bridge with cypress32 trees. Sometimes I became so completely immersed in this game that I was as happy as a little child with his paintbox. Finally I set out on my portrait of Beatrice.
A few attempts failed completely and I discarded them. The more I sought to imagine the face of the girl I had encountered here and there on the street the less successful I was. Finally I gave up the attempt and contented33 myself with giving in to my imagination and intuition that arose spontaneously from the first strokes, as though out of the paint and brush themselves. It was a dream face that emerged and I was not dissatisfied with it. Yet I persisted and every new sketch34 was more distinct, approximated more nearly the type I desired, even if it in no way reproduced reality.
I grew more and more accustomed to idly drawing lines with a dreaming paintbrush and to coloring areas for which I had no model in mind, that were the result of playful fumblings of my subconscious35. Finally, one day I produced, almost without knowing it, a face to which I responded more strongly than I had to any of the others. It was not the face of that girl -- it wasn't supposed to be that any longer. It was something else, something unreal, yet it was no less valuable to me. It looked more like a boy's face than a girl's, the hair was not flaxen like that of my pretty girl, but dark brown with a reddish hue36. The chin was strong and determined37, the mouth like a red flower. As a whole it was somewhat stiff and masklike but it was impressive and full of a secret life of its own.
As I sat down in front of the completed painting, it had an odd effect on me. It resembled a kind of image of God or a holy mask, half male, half female, ageless, as purposeful as it was dreamy, as rigid38 as it was secretly alive. This face seemed to have a message for me, it belonged to me, it was asking something of me. It bore a resemblance to someone, yet I did not know whom.
For a time this portrait haunted my thoughts and shared my life. I kept it locked in a drawer so that no one would take it and taunt11 me with it. But as soon as I was alone in my small room I took it out and communed with it. In the evening I pinned it on the wall facing my bed and gazed on it until I fell asleep and in the morning it was the first thing my eyes opened on.
It was precisely39 at this time that I again began having many dreams, as I had always had as a child. It felt as though I had not dreamed for years. Now the dreams returned with entirely40 new images, and time after time the portrait appeared among them, alive and eloquent41, friendly or hostile to me, sometimes distorted into a grimace42, sometimes infinitely43 beautiful, harmonious44, and noble.
Then one morning, as I awoke from one of these dreams, I suddenly recognized it. It looked at me as though it were fabulously45 familiar and seemed to call out my name. It seemed to know who I was, like a mother, as if its eyes had been fixed46 on me since the beginning of time. With a quivering heart I stared at the sheet, the close brown hair, the half-feminine mouth, the pronounced forehead with the strange brightness (it had dried this way of its own accord) and I felt myself coming nearer and nearer to the recognition, the rediscovery, the knowledge.
I leapt out of bed, stepped up to the face, and from inches away looked into its wide-open, greenish, rigid eyes, the right one slightly higher than the left. All at once the right eye twitched47, ever so faintly and delicately but unmistakably, and I was able to recognize the picture. . .
Why had it taken me so long? It was Demian's face.
Later I often compared the portrait with Demian's true features as I remembered them. They were by no means the same even though there was a resemblance. Nonetheless, it was Demian.
Once the early-summer sun slanted48 oblique49 and red into a window that faced westward50. Dusk was growing in my room. It occurred to me to pin the portrait of Beatrice, or Demian, at the window crossbar and to observe the evening sun shine through it. The outlines of the face became blurred51 but the red-rimmed eyes, the brightness on the forehead, and the bright red mouth glowed deep and wild from the surface. I sat facing it for a long time, even after the sun had faded, and gradually I began to sense that this was neither Beatrice nor Demian but myself. Not that the picture resembled me -- I did not feel that it should -- but it was what determined my life, it was my inner self, my fate or mydaemon. That's what my friend would look like if I were to find one ever again. That's what the woman I would love would look like if ever I were to love one. That's what my life and death would be like, this was the tone and rhythm of my fate.
During those weeks I had begun to read a book that made a more lasting52 impression on me than anything I had read before. Even later in life I have rarely experienced a book more intensely, except perhaps Nietzsche. It was a volume of Novalis, containing letters and aphorisms53 of which I understood only a few but which nevertheless held an inexpressible attraction for me. One of the aphorisms occurred to me now and I wrote it under the picture: "Fate and temperament54 are two words for one and the same concept." That was clear to me now.
I often caught sight of the girl I called Beatrice but I felt no emotion during these encounters, only a gentle harmony, a presentiment55: you and I are linked, but not you, only your picture; you are a part of my fate.
My longing56 for Max Demian overwhelmed me again. I had had no news of him for years. Once I had met him during a vacation. I realized now that I suppressed this brief encounter in my notes and I realize that it was done out of vanity and shame. I have to make up for it.
Thus, during one of my holidays as I strolled through my home town, wearing the blasé, always slightly weary expression of my bar-crawling days, peering into the same old, despised faces of the philistines58, I saw my former friend walking toward me. I had hardly seen him when I flinched59. At the same moment I could not help thinking of Franz Kromer. If only Demian had really forgotten that episode! It was so unpleasant to be obligated to him. It was actually a silly children's story but an obligation nonetheless. . .
He appeared to wait: would I greet him? When I did so as casually60 as possible he stretched out his hand. Yes, that was his grip! As firm, warm yet cool, and virile61 as ever!
He scrutinized63 my face and said: "You've grown, Sinclair." He himself seemed quite the same, as old or as young as ever.
He joined me and we took a walk, but talked of only inconsequential matters. It occurred to me that I had written him several times without getting a reply. I hoped that he'd forgotten that too, those stupid letters! He did not mention them.
At that time I had not yet met Beatrice and there was no portrait. I was still in the midst of my drunken period. At the outskirts64 of town I asked him to join me for a glass of wine and he did so. At once I made a big show of ordering a whole bottle, filled his glass, clinked mine with his, and displayed my great familiarity with student drinking customs by downing the first glass in one swallow.
"You spend a lot of time in bars, do you?" he asked.
"Well, yes," I replied. "What else is there to do? In the end it's more fun than anything else."
"You think? Maybe so. One part of it is of course very fine -- the intoxication65, the bacchanalian66 element. But I think most people that frequent bars have lost that entirely. It seems to me that going to bars is something genuinely philistine57. Yes, for one night, with burning torches, a real wild drunk! But again and again, one little glass after the other, I wonder whether that's the real thing or not? Can you see Faust sitting night after night stooped over the bar?"
He looked at me somewhat taken aback.
Then he laughed at me in his old lively and superior fashion. "Well, let's not fight over it! In any case, the life of a drunk is presumably livelier than that of the ordinary well-behaved citizen. And then -- I read that once somewhere -- the life of a hedonist is the best preparation for becoming a mystic. People like St. Augustine are always the ones that become visionaries. He, too, was first a sensualist and man of the world."
I distrusted him and didn't want him to gain the upper hand under any circumstance. So I said superciliously69: "Well, everybody to his own taste. As for me, I've no ambition to become a visionary or anything of the sort."
Demian gave me a brief shrewd look out of half-closed eyes.
"My dear Sinclair," he said slowly, "I didn't intend to tell you anything disagreeable. Besides -- neither of us knows why you happen to be drinking wine at this moment. That which is within you and directs your life knows already. It's good to realize that within us there is someone who knows everything, wills everything, does everything better than we ourselves. But excuse me, I must go home."
We exchanged brief good-bys. I stayed on moodily70 and finished the bottle. When I wanted to leave I discovered that Demian had paid the bill -- which put me in an even worse humor.
My thoughts returned to this small incident with Demian. I could not forget him. And the words he said to me in that bar at the edge of town would come to mind, strangely fresh and intact: "It's good to realize that within us there is someone who knows everything."
How I longed for Demian. I had no idea where he was nor how I could reach him. All I knew was that he was presumably studying at some university and that his mother had left town after he completed preparatory school.
I tried to remember whatever I could of Max Demian, reaching back as far as the Kromer episode. How much of what he had said to me over the years returned to mind, was still meaningful today, was appropriate and concerned me! And what he had said on our last and quite disagreeable meeting about a wasted life leading to sainthood suddenly also stood clearly before me. Wasn't that exactly what had happened to me? Hadn't I lived in drunkenness and squalor, dazed and lost, until just the opposite had come alive in me with a new zest71 for life, the longing for purity, the yearning72 for the sacred?
So I continued to pursue these memories. Night had long since come and now rain was falling. In my memories, too, I heard the rain: it was the hour under the chestnut73 trees when he had probed me about Franz Kromer and guessed my first secrets. One incident after another came back to me, conversations on the way to school, the Confirmation74 classes, and last of all my first meeting with him. What had we talked about? I couldn't find it at once, but I gave myself time, concentrating intensely. And now even that returned. We had stood before my parents' house after he had told me his version of the story of Cain. Then he had mentioned the old, half-hidden coat of arms situated75 in the keystone above our entrance. He had said that such things interested him and that one ought to attend to them.
That night I dreamed of Demian and the coat of arms. It kept changing continuously. Demian held it in his hand, often it was diminutive76 and gray, often powerful and varicolored, but he explained to me that it was always one and the same thing. In the end he obliged me to eat the coat of arms! When I had swallowed it, I felt to my horror that the heraldic bird was coming to life inside me, had begun to swell77 up and devour78 me from within. Deathly afraid I started up in bed, awoke.
I was wide awake; it was the middle of the night and I could hear rain pouring into the room. As I got up to close the window I stepped on something that shone bright on the floor. In the morning I discovered that it had been my painting. It lay in a puddle79 and the paper had warped80. I placed it between two sheets of blotting81 paper inside a heavy book. When I looked at it again the next day it wasdry, but had changed. The red mouth had faded and contracted a little. It now looked exactly like Demian's mouth. I set about painting a fresh picture of the heraldic bird. I could not remember distinctly what it looked like and certain details, as I knew, could not be made out even from close up, because the thing was old and had often been painted over. The bird stood or perched on something, perhaps on a flower or on a basket or a nest, or on a treetop. I couldn't trouble myself over this detail and began with what I could visualize82 clearly. Out of an indistinct need I at once began to employ loud colors, painting the bird's head a golden yellow. Whenever the mood took me, I worked on the picture, bringing it to completion in several days.
Now it represented a bird of prey83 with a proud aquiline84 sparrow hawk85's head, half its body stuck in some dark globe out of which it was struggling to free itself as though from a giant egg -- all of this against a sky-blue background. As I continued to scrutinize62 the sheet it looked to me more and more like the many-colored coat of arms that had occurred to me in my dream.
I could not have written Demian even if I had known his address. I decided86, however -- in the same state of dreamlike presentiment in which I did everything -- to send him the painting of the sparrow hawk, even if it would never reach him. I added no message, not even my name, carefully trimmed the edges and wrote my friend's former address on it. Then I mailed it.
I had an exam coming up and had to do more work than usual. The teachers had reinstated me in their favor since I had abruptly87 changed my previously88 despicable mode of life. Not that I had become an outstanding student, but now neither I nor anyone else gave it any further thought that half a year earlier my expulsion had seemed almost certain.
My father's letters regained89 some of their old tone, without reproaches or threats. Yet I felt no inclination90 to explain to him or anyone else how the change within me had come about. It was an accident that this transformation91 coincided with my parents' and teachers' wishes. This change did not bring me into the community of the others, did not make me closer to anyone, but actually made me even lonelier. My reformation seemed to point in the direction of Demian, but even this was a distant fate.I did not know myself, for I was too deeply involved. It had begun with Beatrice, but for some time I had been living in such an unreal world with my paintings and my thoughts of Demian that I'd forgotten all about her, too. I could not have uttered a single word about my dreams and expectations, my inner change, to anyone, not even if I had wanted to. But how could I have wanted to?
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73 chestnut | |
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74 confirmation | |
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75 situated | |
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76 diminutive | |
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77 swell | |
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78 devour | |
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79 puddle | |
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80 warped | |
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81 blotting | |
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82 visualize | |
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83 prey | |
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84 aquiline | |
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85 hawk | |
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86 decided | |
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87 abruptly | |
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88 previously | |
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89 regained | |
复得( regain的过去式和过去分词 ); 赢回; 重回; 复至某地 | |
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90 inclination | |
n.倾斜;点头;弯腰;斜坡;倾度;倾向;爱好 | |
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91 transformation | |
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