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I went directly from the South Pole to Sandringham.
Christmas with the family.
Hotel Granny was full that year, overrun by family, so I was given a mini room in a narrowback corridor, among the offices of Palace staff. I’d never stayed there before. I’d rarely even setfoot there before. (Not so unusual; all Granny’s residences are vast—it would take a lifetime to seeevery nook and cranny.) I liked the notion of seeing and exploring uncharted territory—I was agrizzled polar explorer, after all!—but I also felt a bit unappreciated. A bit unloved. Relegated1 tothe hinterlands.
I told myself to make the best of it, use this time to protect the serenity2 I’d achieved at thePole. My hard drive was cleaned.
Alas3, my family at that moment was infected with some very scary malware.
It was largely to do with the Court Circular, that annual record of “official engagements” doneby each member of the Royal Family in the preceding calendar year. Sinister4 document. At the endof the year, when all the numbers got tallied5, comparisons would be made in the press.
Ah, this one’s busier than that one.
Ah, this one’s a lazy shit.
The Court Circular was an ancient document, but it had lately morphed into a circular firingsquad. It didn’t create the feelings of competitiveness that ran in my family, but it amplified6 them,weaponized them. Though none of us ever spoke7 about the Court Circular directly, or mentioned itby name, that only created more tension under the surface, which built invisibly as the last day ofthe calendar year approached. Certain family members had become obsessed8, feverishly9 striving tohave the highest number of official engagements recorded in the Circular each year, no matterwhat, and they’d succeeded largely by including things that weren’t, strictly10 speaking,engagements, recording11 public interactions that were mere12 blips, the kinds of things Willy and Iwouldn’t dream of including. Which was essentially13 why the Court Circular was a joke. It was allself-reported, all subjective14. Nine private visits with veterans, helping15 with their mental health?
Zero points. Flying via helicopter to cut a ribbon at a horse farm? Winner!
But the main reason the Court Circular was a joke, a scam, was that none of us was deciding ina vacuum how much work to do. Granny or Pa decided16, by way of how much support (money)they allocated17 to our work. Money determined18 all. In the case of Willy and me, Pa was the soledecider. It was he alone who controlled our funds; we could only do what we could do withwhatever resources and budget we got from him. To be publicly flogged for how much Papermitted us to do—that felt grossly unfair. Rigged.
Maybe the stress around all this stuff stemmed from the overarching stress about the monarchyitself. The family was feeling the tremors20 of global change, hearing the cries of critics who saidthe monarchy19 was outdated21, costly22. The family tolerated, even leaned into, the nonsense of theCourt Circular for the same reason it accepted the ravages23 and depredations24 of the press—fear.
Fear of the public. Fear of the future. Fear of the day the nation would say: OK, shut it down. So,by the time Christmas Eve 2013 rolled around, I was actually quite content in my back corridor, inmy micro room, looking at photos of the South Pole on my iPad.
Staring at my little test tube.
Cleanest Air in the World.
I took off the cork25 stopper, downed it in one.
Ah.
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v.使降级( relegate的过去式和过去分词 );使降职;转移;把…归类 | |
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int.唉(表示悲伤、忧愁、恐惧等) | |
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n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说 | |
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19 monarchy | |
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