《美少女的谎言》第5季第3集 第17期:另一类人

What was it like to come out?

出柜是什么感觉

Where is this coming from?

这话从何问起

I just never really asked you.

我从来没好好问过你

I mean, what was it like to stop being¹ one thing

我是说不再做这类人

and then just become something else?

而变成另一类人是什么感觉

I wasn't becoming something else.

我不是变成另一类人

I was becoming who I really am.

我是认清自我

You always knew?

你一直都知道吗

I couldn't admit² it.

只是不敢承认罢了

But you knew?

但是你知道

Yeah.

是的

Not me.

我不是

I never knew who the hell³ I was.

我从来不知道真实的自我是什么样

That time stamp means⁴

上面的时间表明

that your mother wrote that 2 hours after the last time

在你母亲离开警局后两小时

anybody saw her at that police station.

她写下了这封邮件

And she never finished writing it.

她没能写完

She didn't even enter an address

就连收信人的地址

to whom she meant to send.

也没能写完

Maybe she changed her mind.

也许她改主意了

What would make her do that?

什么会让她改变主意

What would make you chang your mind?

什么会让你改变主意呢

1 being   

n.存在；生存；生命存在，生命，人， 本质；art.在，有，是

参考例句：

• Can you explain to me the purpose of being?你能对我解释一下存在的目的吗？
• What is the purpose of our being?我们生存的目的是什么？

2 admit   

vt.承认，供认；准许…进入，准许...加入

参考例句：

• He will never admit to me that he is lazy.他不会向我承认他懒惰。
• If you're wrong,you should admit it.错了就要认账。

3 hell   

n.地狱，阴间；用以咒骂或表示愤怒，不满

参考例句：

• It's a hell of a hike from Sydney to Perth.从悉尼到珀斯的徒步旅行简直苦死了。
• The boss really gave me hell today.老板今天着实数落了我一通。

4 means   

n.方法，手段，折中点，物质财富

参考例句：

• That man used artful means to find out secrets.那人使用狡猾的手段获取机密。
• We must get it done by some means or other.我们总得想办法把它干完。