英文歌曲：Rap 你是我的一切~~

　来自越南的说唱歌手Chuckie Akenz，自幼生活在混乱的多伦多芬治大街(Jane & Finch)，一直到19岁．从一个因为家庭的原因而与朋友加入黑帮的小混混，成长为一个拥有全球惊人CD畅销量的歌手．被多伦多Kiss 92 FM，评为顶尖MC．先后接受Toronto Star, Toronto Sun, and CBC radio的采访．（
 
This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn''t realize it at the time
I can''t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don''t really expect you to either
It''s just... I don''t even know
Just listen...

You''re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I''m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn''t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it''s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise¹ ''cause I didn''t want to get hurt
But I didn''t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn''t care when push came to shove²

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn''t have hurt me like I ain''t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don''t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You''re number one, always in my heart
And now I can''t believe that our love is torn apart

refrain³:
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ''cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you (2x)

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you''re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters⁴ my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can''t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn⁵ it, I''m insane⁶,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I''m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

refrain

I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but...
No matter what, you''ll always be in my heart
You''ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical⁷
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel⁸ wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can''t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I''m still there
I don''t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn''t think you would ever do me like this
I didn''t think you''d wanna see me depressed⁹
I thought you''d be there for me, this I confess¹⁰

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I''m nothing to you, you''re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I''m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I''m dying

refrain

[Talking] And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we''ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be hap

1 disguise   

vt.把...假扮起来；n.伪装物，假装，伪装

参考例句：

• He went about in the disguise of a sailor.他伪装成海员到处流窜。
• It is impossible to disguise the fact that business is bad.生意不好这件事无法隐瞒。

2 shove   

vt.乱推，乱塞；vi.用力推，挤；n.猛推

参考例句：

• She will not shove the heavy load onto others.她不愿意把重担推给别人。
• Help me shove this furniture aside.帮我把这家具推到一边去。

3 refrain   

n.重复，叠句，副歌；v.节制，避免，克制

参考例句：

• I made a terrific effort to refrain from tears.我狠着心把泪止住。
• They all sang the refrain.他们齐声合唱叠句。

4 shatters   

砸碎( shatter的第三人称单数 )； 大大扰乱； 毁坏； 使极为惊愕难过

参考例句：

• Something like that really shatters your confidence. 那样的事情会让人的信心严重受挫。
• His hands are unsteady and he drops the bottle, It'shatters. 他的手哆哆嗦嗦，酒瓶从手里掉了下来，摔成碎片。

5 damn   

int.该死，他妈的；vt.指责，贬斥，诅咒

参考例句：

• Damn this useless typewriter!这台破打字机真该死！
• I knew damn well what he was going to say.我非常清楚他要说什么。

6 insane   

adj.蠢极的，荒唐的，精神错乱的，疯狂的

参考例句：

• Insane people are sometimes dangerous.精神病人有时非常危险。
• The letter made her insane with jealousy.那封信使她妒忌得发疯。

7 magical   

adj.魔术的，有魔力的，不可思议的

参考例句：

• I used to believe my mother had magical powers.我以前一直相信我母亲有奇妙的魔力。
• The effect of the medicine on the sick man was magical.药对病人的效力是不可思议的。

8 angel   

n.天使，守护神，可爱的人

参考例句：

• The angel of death's in the house!死神在屋里呢！
• I can say without exaggeration that she is an angel.我可以毫不夸张地说她是个天使。

9 depressed   

adj.沮丧的，抑郁的，不景气的，萧条的

参考例句：

• When he was depressed,he felt utterly divorced from reality.他心情沮丧时就感到完全脱离了现实。
• His mother was depressed by the sad news.这个坏消息使他的母亲意志消沉。

10 confess   

vt.承认，坦白；vi.承认，坦白，忏悔

参考例句：

• Many Christians regularly confess their guilty actions and thoughts to a priest.很多基督徒都定期向牧师忏悔他们的罪行和恶念。
• I confess to some suspicion of your honesty.我承认对你的诚实有所怀疑。