《至爱梵高·星空之谜》精讲 梵高最担心的事

He knew that Theo had spent a small fortune on him.

文森特知道 提奥在他身上花了不少钱

The knowledge of this tore into Vincent.

这个事实深深刺伤了他

Excuse me.

我出去一下

Theo could've had a house like this

这些年替文森特负担的花费

with all the money he'd spent on Vincent over the years.

都够买我们家这样的大房子了

But, instead what did he have for his new wife and baby'!

可是他自己的妻儿又得到了什么呢

Rooms full of paintings that no one wanted to buy.

他们只能跟一屋子没人要的画挤在一起

Vincent's biggest fear was that the burden of him would bring down his brother.

文森特最害怕的就是成为弟弟的累赘 拖垮他们一家

So Vincent worried a little about money.

即使文森特比较担心钱的问题

It's not like they were starving is it?

但也没到挨饿的地步 对吧

Listen

听我说

I don't reckon¹ he committed suicide².

我认为他不是自寻了断

I reckon he was shot.

实际上他是被杀的

1 reckon   

vt.计算，估计，认为；vi.计（算），判断，依靠

参考例句：

• Don't reckon upon your relatives to help you out of trouble.不要指望你的亲戚会帮助你摆脱困境。
• I reckon that he is rather too old to marry again.我认为他的年龄太大，不太适于再婚。

2 suicide   

n.自杀，自毁，自杀性行为

参考例句：

• The number of suicide has increased.自杀案件的数量增加了。
• The death was adjudged a suicide by sleeping pills.该死亡事件被判定为服用安眠药自杀。